I WANT TO BREAK PLATES, LIKE HOW YOU BROKE MY HEART,
chiseling small cracks then dropping it all at once.
I WANT TO PUNCH WALLS ‘TIL IT GOES COMPLETELY RED,
as red as those lips which spoke nothing but lies.
I WANT TO INFILTRATE A NEIGHBORING HOUSE, LIKE HOW YOU ENTERED MY LIFE,
unexpected, unwanted, yet forced into submission.
I WANT TO BURN DOWN A LIBRARY, KNOWING THAT BOOKS ARE MY LIFE,
just so you’d have an idea of how much i’m killing myself right now.
I JUST WANT TO SELF DESTRUCT THIS VERY SECOND,
because this is all too much for me.
I WANT TO SEE THINGS BROKEN.
I WANT TO LOOK AT THEM SHUFFLED IN CHAOS.
because I can’t see how broken I am.
I can only feel it,
And feel it all at once.
Such raw emotion, pain and heartache, all at once.
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