Displaced Violence

I WANT TO BREAK PLATES, LIKE HOW YOU BROKE MY HEART,

chiseling small cracks then dropping it all at once.

I WANT TO PUNCH WALLS ‘TIL IT GOES COMPLETELY RED,

as red as those lips which spoke nothing but lies.

I WANT TO INFILTRATE A NEIGHBORING HOUSE, LIKE HOW YOU ENTERED MY LIFE,

unexpected, unwanted, yet forced into submission.

I WANT TO BURN DOWN A LIBRARY, KNOWING THAT BOOKS ARE MY LIFE,

just so you’d have an idea of how much i’m killing myself right now.

I JUST WANT TO SELF DESTRUCT THIS VERY SECOND,

because this is all too much for me.

I WANT TO SEE THINGS BROKEN.

I WANT TO LOOK AT THEM SHUFFLED IN CHAOS.

because I can’t see how broken I am.

I can only feel it,

And feel it all at once.